I think I have finally come to the conclusions that if I fail to get a job before next fall semester I am going to apply to grad school and live a life of debt. Its difficult grad school I feel was somewhere in my future down the road when I have some money saved. But, not everything will be perfect as my best qualification for job placement other than my skin tone and my toddler level Japanese is my half-assed maybe slightly above average physical appearance. I haven’t decided where yet, but from what I’ve been looking at Japan is about as cost efficient as the U.S. So fuck the world I can be a scholar too! HAHA